Blind Faith

I think that I have been abusing this phrase a little too much lately.

But it is true.

There are currently so many many things that are out of my control.

So many many things that I can choose to stress over and worry about.

Like how to make people pay for MDO.

Like how that two man team wants to debate in an Asian Parliamentary style debate.

Like how people keep on telling me I need quality adjs to make a quality tournament.

Like whether I want to stay in debate or venture into something else.

Like whether I should hold on to the familiar to let go and see where the winds take me.

Like flight tickets, and who goes to UADC next semester 

Like how to make these pimples go away.

Like getting that spot for the subject next semester.

Like who my mooting partner is going to be.

Like where I should intern and whom I should chamber with.

Like how to make myself stand out.

Seriously, I can go on all day.

So I choose blind faith.

I choose to close my eyes and take a leap of faith.

I choose to trust God even in the most bizzare situations.

Because if He can't deal with it,

I don't think I will be able to.

I am scared.

I am worried.

I do not want to fail.

I do not want to look bad.

But I am calm.

Because He has my back.

Because He is Godly while I am just human and weak.

and because He has promised.

and because He makes things work out in the most amazing ways.

Amen!