Sometimes I wish I were that I were that sort of girl.
a little less brighter, a little more ignorant.
to care more about how i look.
or to be more interested in why A broke up with B.
to learn more about makeup.

to be able to spend without caring.

to be able to demand without guilt.

to be able to make decisions without being responsible of the outcomes.

care a little less, know a little less, have lower expectations.

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but i'm not.

I was not brought up to be that way.
I was brought up to be who I am.
to strive for the best.

to give it my all.

to overcome my fears.

to be considerate.

to understand the value of money.

to value the importance of education.

to understand that each person has a role and responsibility in this world.

that if i do not play my part,

someone else has to play it for me.

and That is NOT fair.