What I want

Just a few years back, if you'd ask me what sort of relationship I would I want,

I would immediately refer you to one of those Taiwanese Dramas.

Where the hero and the heroine would go though a thousand and one obstacles before finally being together,

achieving their happily every after.

I don't think I want that anymore now.

I think that it shouldn't be such a struggle to fall in love.

It shouldn't be such a struggle to accept love,

neither should it be a struggle to give love.

My wants really is simple.

I want to be romanticized.

I want you to ask me to go out on dates, to try out that awesome place that serves the best sushi in the world.

I want to eat your favorite foods with you, even when I don't fancy it.

I want to wake up to good morning texts,and fall asleep to the sound of your voice.

I want you to save my number in your phone with some cheesy nickname.

I want a goofy picture of us to be your background picture in your phone.

I want to be the picture in your wallet.

I want you to actually remember my phone number so that you can call me, from wherever you are,

Even on days where your forgot your cell, or when it runs out of battery.

I want you to take 3 seconds of your time to send me a text, a whatsapp message or a Facebook message.

Because you know I will be waiting, dying to hear from you and using all restrain to not text you first.

And break that restraint anyway 10 minutes later.

I want you to take 3 seconds of your time to send me that text because I matter.

I want to be the shoulder you cry on, and yours mine. 

I want to be able to tell you how shitty my boss was towards me,

and you can tell me how useless your intern was today.

I want you to call me first, text me first, and you to prolong our conversations, just because you miss me.

It's okay if i'm the manja one half the time, 

but it is nice to know that you want me too.

that you need me too.

I want to be able to have fights and arguments with you,

without feeling that you would leave me when I throw a tantrum.

I want to wake up, knowing that my heart is safe with you. 

I want, I crave for security.

Emotional security. 

I don't want to count anymore.

How many minutes, hours seen you were last seen but did not reply my whatsapp

How many minutes, hours since you read my fb message and did not reply.

I don't want to be obsessed about each passing hour, again. It kills me, it does.

I want to actually believe you when you tell me I'm beautiful.

I want to conquer the world with you.

That would be rather awesome, don't you think? :)

I can't wait, and I hope i'll meet you soon.