it has been a while.
and it has been going downhill for a while.
Ever since I came back from Indonesia,
I've been curled up in this tight ball of reluctance and negativity.
There has been laziness laced with jealousy and packaged with a crazy refusal to get things done.
Of course, there were occasional bursts of energy to get a certain amount of necessary stuff done,
but mostly there has been laziness.
and withdrawal.
and crazy calories.
and just a big blotch of mess.
and the funniest part was that i was aware of the mess i was creating.
aware and somehow indulging yet berating myself for it at the same time.
it is the most unusual feeling i tell you.
but
tonight I think God decided I have done enough damage.
He decided to send a messenger.
" Deal with the glass ceiling the same way you deal with your academic and social life.
You may not have be most, but you always make the most out of it"
That was it,
two sentences that gave me enough reminder that I need to snap out of it.
I may not have everything i want,
but i sure have everything I need to get to where I want.
Thank you,
just,
thank you so much.
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