Just for a moment.

Okay, so i have like about 20 minutes left before today ends.

That means twenty minutes for me to type, edit and publish this post.

with Ben a deejay from FlyFM I think.

So you know how we always have those resolutions to be a better person during New Years?
Promises to be good during Christmas?
Well, 

I made my choice today, Easter day.

Easter, the day where Christ rose to be with His Father.

Today,

He told me in my prayers that it was time for change.
He told me I was ready, and that it would be okay.
And to be very honest, I'm not quite sure what that would entail.

we are proud to be VOICES! :)

Perhaps it means that it's time to be less judgmental.

Perhaps it means that it's time to be a better friend.

Perhaps it means that it's time to make peace with my past mistakes.

Perhaps it just means it's time to feel comfortable in my own skin.

Perhaps, it means it's time to be a better me.

PINKo and I :)

I do have things that I want to do.

To learn a new language.

To be a better debater.

To have a more appealing personality.

To stop procrastination.

To start exercising again.

To start reading avidly again.

with my all time favorite lecturer to date : Mr Gary!

It's crazy how fast speed flows sometimes.

I was having all this images when i got this message from Him.

So many optimistic plans and promises,

So many "this-time-I- REALLY-promise-I-will"
just like the so many times before,

and than He stopped me.

He was not finished.

happiness :)

A song started playing in my head.

Jason Chen's Just For a Moment.

"Just for a moment, can we escape
Just for a moment, we'll find a common place
Girl it aint easy, to stay away from you baby
I just gotta say girl, but
Just for a moment, this is our song
This is a moment, where you and I belong
Girl I've been waiting, I know you're waiting
No need to say it, so close your eyes girl
Just for a moment"

Two things hits me at once.
1) The first thing on my list of promises should be the promise to go back to God

2) I need to make peace with my life, with who I am NOW, before I can change anything.

my ahgor (big brother) :D

so just for a moment,

let ME escape.

just for a moment, let me go back to all these pretty memories.

just for a moment, let me appreciate what I have around me.

just for a moment, let me thank God that I am alive.

just for a moment, let me relive those precious moments where I actually truly felt comfortable being me.

Just for a moment,

Just for one moment.

smile! :)

Now you can plan, My Child.

Now you can have all those dreams and wishes that you want to.

Now you can be free, because you have made peace with yourself.

because you have made returned Home to Me.

Now go, and be free.

Go and be who you are meant to be.

Thank you Jesus.

Thank you.

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Ah, just nice.
11.59 pm on my laptop.

Happy and Blessed Easter everyone :)

spread the love!

cheers,

Jess