Xiao xin xin ah!

hey you.
yeap you.

I'm worried you know.

You say you know what you want.

I myself can see that you are very clear.

But do you have any idea what this clarity has done to you?
you can be strong.
you can be matured.
but you can;t be a robot.

you keep on telling me you feel no emotions.

that's scary.

that's not human.

you tell me that, this is the real you all this while.

that this is the you, you just never realized.

I miss the crazy emotional roller coaster mess I used to see.

Tears are there for a reason.

Laughter exists for a reason.

Anger prevails for a reason.

Emotions are present for a reason.

the reason is to make us human.

I know you can see things clearly,

I know that your mind is not in the state of denial.

But what about your emotions?

Is it in the state of denial?

I do not know how to help you.

I really do not know what is the right thing to say.

All you should know is that my prayers is always with you;

Our prayers are always with you.
You know that we will stand by you every step of the way.
I am sad when I see you sad.
But to see you emotionless,
it's scary and even more heartbreaking.
I know you are a fighter, you have always always been one.
But this sort of battle is different,
and you must not loose yourself in the process.

My little star, 

come back , okay?