tomorrow will be the last war of this semester.
God bless us all!
一起加油吧!
today's paper could have been better.
and yet it could have been a lot worse.
so i am thanking the Lord,
He has blessed me once again.
with beautiful family members.
and friends that care.
that was a good laugh.
with you people around,
exams don;t seem that scary anymore.
cheers to our final paper!
everyone;s flying off.
hm.
unnamed emotions.
it gets harder when people expects it to be easy for you.
it's harder because sometimes people assume your grades falls from the sky right onto your result transcript.
it's not easy.
it's never easy.
studying for me is as hard and blood dripping and exhausting for me as it is for you.
it was never easy.
i keep going not because i've had it easy.
i keep going because it's gonna be worth it one day.
so don't,
don't look at me and tell me i've had it easy.
that's just bullshit.
i'm going home and that's all that matters for now :)

just a little song i'm addicted to.

Need you now.

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now
Praise to the Lord,
Consti was okay too :)
and millions of thanks to St Joseph of Cupertino.
For those who are taking exams,
google his prayers,
he will definitely bless you.
Let's just hope i pass tomorrow's paper.
and then i'll give myself a day off :D
today is the second day of the war.
once done,i'd be one step nearer.
there's always this fear before going in for an exam.
the fear of the unknown.
the fear of difficulty.
the fear of forgetting the important facts.
the fear of failing to suit the examiner's wants.
and once again He tells me,
if you have no fear, how do I show you that I am the Provider and the Comforter?
have faith in Me.
I have NOT given you a spirit of fear.
once again i'm blessed.
consti,here i come! :)
trust in the Lord and He will guide you.
trust in Him and He will take fear away.
Do your best and leave the rest to Him.
He will know what you want,
and more importantly what you really need.
Amen.
害怕,
会有什么用呢?
现在,
只要勇敢的面推 这一场 仗就可以了啦。
that was a close shave.
never again.
no mood.
gone case :(

Julianne and Derek Hough performing the Jive

Another Derek for me to drool over.






Derek Hough.
Derek Shepherd has been all doctor-ish
Derek Morgan has been all macho-ish.
Derek Hough just makes me miss dancing.
although i've never really done proper ballroom.
i wish i could.