it has been too long isnce i last wrote here.
well, here i am now when i am supposed to be wrapping my new textbooks.
life has been,urm, hectic?
yeah kinda.
assignments are pilling up and have some thoughts that need to be deciphered.
the grey's anatomy marathon has come to an end,
partly because i have to concentrate on working hard now,
and partly because i don't think i can stand another Meredith Derek quarrel.
i know that in the end they ended up married,
and will end up happy together,
but its something about one too many quarrels that are,well tiring.
anyway,
i've been having some unique dreams lately.
that involves the most unexpected people.haha.
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it comes unexpected,gentle and tentative.
when in your heart you find hope to believe,
it blossoms into undescribable magic.

here's the thing about growing up.
the hardest choice you have to make won't be between two types of candies.
saying "i don't know" does not work anymore
the toy keys you've once held in your tiny fists are now car keys and house keys and office keys.
when people say i promise, you don't believe them too easily anymore.
the number of words in your vocab increases but the length of messages passed around gets shorter.
gah.
just felt like rambling.
have a great weekend ppl.

the contest is a lion fight.

so chins up.

put your shoulders back.

walk proud.

strut a little.

don't lick your wounds.

celebrate them.

the scars you bear are the signs of a competitor.

-dr richard webber-

grey's anatomy.

life lesson learnt.

semester 2 went well for me,

better than i could have hoped for.

and now the final lap,

semester 3.

m ready to kick ass :D

in the face of true love, we do not give up. Eventhough the object of your affection is begging you to.

*chuck bass,gossip girl season 1*

do you know why we still watch those sappy love dramas on tv?

do you know why we still listen to sad pathetic love songs?

do you know why we still take for granted that in a show, they always make up after breakup?

do you know why we still read fairytales to our children?

do you know why we wtch those stupid funny shows on tv?

do you know why we still hope to find our perfect other?

because we need to believe that happy things still happen.

life today is filled with deadlines and stress and expectations that we will die from all of it if we don't remind ourselves that happiness exists.

cheers.

there are no such things as perfect men or women.

they only become perfect after they've hurt you endless times.

and after you've hurt them endless times.

after the arguments and the tears and the breakups and makeups.

after they try to be the best and fail, and try again and fail better.

after they try to dance with you even if they don't know how to

after you argue wtih your best friend over them.

after they make mistakes and try to make up for it.

after all that,

you'll realize that it is worth it.

this is sorta what i've learnt from Grey's Anatomy.

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first day back in trimester 3.

cheers.

on the first day of cny,
i went to jusco ipoh.
and i was walking with my family,people watching.
and there he was.
he was with his mom too but he didn't care.
he turned,he looked at me and he smiled.
a shy tentative smile at first.
then he turned again and tried very hard to catch my eye.
when he did he smile the widest smile i've ever seen.
and he gave me that wonderful smile a couple of times till he lost sight of me.
that boy was two maybe?
and about as tall as my waist.
and he made my day.
cute little chinese new year day boy whom tried to tackle me.
haha.
even pa and ma approved :D