sometimes i tell myself,

erase the bitterness Jess,
and carry on living.
bring only the happy things in life.

and than i realized,

life is like a piano,white keys are happy times,
while black keys are dark ones,
both keys need to be played together to create beautiful music

so i sort of figured out.

each part of your life is like written text in a book.
in permanent marker.
you can't erase it,you would not even if you could.
because that is what makes us who we are today.
we cannot rewrite the past chapters,
but we can always start a new one :)