something real long and worth reading~

lol~ this was due to k leen's comment.
i realized i wrote that but never really came around writing it.
i don't really know what's wrong.
i get these ideas to write something funny and witty~
yet when i'm in front of the screen,my fingers do not seem to be willing to coperate.

anyway,
exams were fine i suppose :)
thank God.
it was a long week,
long in the sense that my laptop crashed.
imagine being in your aprtment,
surrounded by people who are half delirious with all the exam stress,
and no internet -.-
no laptop even,
so it means no songs,no movies,no downloaded novels.
omg.
lckily i had my phone and charger,which means i still had music.
or else i would have been nuts.
lol~


so i came back after that,
and mooched around*is mooched even a word?*
and got bored with facebook..
got hooked onto a little bit of Julia Quinn and got tired of that..
and now i am finally hooked onto Hong Kong dramas :D
i was up with my mum till 1.30 yesterday marthon-ing Moonlight Ressonance
now i'm racing against time to finish up Forensic Heroes :)


did i mention that jealousy is a singularly unpleasant feeling?
it is you know
they say a little jealousy is needed in every healthy relationship,
i find jealousy irritating,
especially if you're not the one who is jealous,
but your partner or your spouse.
when i'm jealous i just keep it to myself,
however icky that feeling is.
so i suppose seeing people fight over "jealousy" amuses me most of the time :)

i have been somewhat short tempered this few days,
and my mood swings are scary.
lol
i can be agitated one minute and all lovely the next.
okay,
short tempered isn't the word.
i just get easily frustrated and annoyed.
hm,
perharps the start of a new semester would be awesome :)

oh did i mention i'm still somehow scared out of my wits of debate?
why ah?
aiyo..

okay,
i know i know,
my mind seems to be in clutters and all disorganized.
once i get back to my apartment in Malacca,
i plan on sitting down and to start writing lists.
of what to do,things to achieve and whatnot.
writing puts my mind at ease,
writing list organizes my mind,my whole self.
i'm not much of a filer,although i have held many secretary posts.
i'm more of a list writer.
i keep myslef organized that way,
list of happy things,list of sad things,list of things i like,list of thing i don't.
i like writing "to do" or "to achieve" lists most,
cause i love the satisfaction when i get to cancel something off the list :)

i think gossip girl is somewhat cool,
and vampire diaries ended ona pretty interesting note last tuesday.
but i did not make myself search for gossip girl downloads cause i didn't want to get addicted.
i searched for vamp diaries tho,
and didn't quite succeed.
suggestions anyone?
would be nice to watch it with my bro.

pmr starts on monday,
i need to give zaki a call,
he's a big boy now,
and i'm sure he'd do awesome.
my eldest adik angkat would be facing his spm soon,
and he too i'm sure would rock it.
ala,
its ashraf! he'll laugh his way through :)

i have been very happy and contented being at home for the past week.
the holidays is coming to an end and its time to open a new chapter in my life.
semester 2 is coming and may it be a happy and productive one.
my timetable isn't what i'd call ideal and i'm a little nervous to find out my sem 1 results,
but i'm determined to start sem2 with a smile,
and determined to make it a good one.
Life's short,let's live it to the fullest.


this is the most crappy blog post and i'm not sure whether its's worth reading,
but it sure is long!
and its basically the stuff that has been through my mind :)