its music that brings out the worst and best in me.
it makes me feel happy like a child on Christmas morning,
yet it can make me as emotional,as err.. emotional la.
i dunno what's with me,
my brain is refusing to cooperate with my fingers tonight.

meh,

but aaron's first song nearly reduced me to tears.
for real.
i was that close to breaking down.
i told u,
music just has this thing for unlocking my deepest secrets.
especially songs like that.

Daddy,
i suddenly feel tired.
Are You sure i can bear this cross and bring it where You intend me to?
Cause sometimes i feel like i'm overdoing things.
Like taking too much notice of things that are too little.
What is it that You actually want me to do?
How is it that i let Your will be done in the best way?
Help, I need You.