well,first day was done and over with..
and??????????????????
i miss home..
haha..
i guess i'm still the same 12 year old who left home 5 years ago..
only to a different place,for a different purpose..
its kinda hard to fit into the groups that have formed here,since i'm one week late already..
but there are nice people..
i just have to pray that they are the right ones..
it was this morning that i felt truly very alone..
waking up on a different bed,no breakfast ready waiting (at least there was food in kys)..
no one to talk to (my rommie had an early class)
no one to show me around..
it was scar..
but later on i met darshini,chan,yee sin..
and it felt as if things would be alryt..
i din join them to eat..
perhaps i just needed some privacy of my own..
but i gotta get the right group soon..
i dun wanna be the person who would end up rotting alone in the apartment room..
Lord,give me strength!