Tommorow i will have to pack..
Once again that big luggage bag..
putting pieces of me in it..
My clothes,my toiletries,my favourite family picture,my perfume...
blanket and all..
and of course my panda..
It's not gonna be easy..
Half a year comfortably at home..
And now i have to wrench myself out from this nest...
And confront an unknown place...
Make new friends and go through another cycle..
I must not cry...
I must not let my tears flow or my feelings show...
I cannot let my family be worried...
Malacca..
Familiar place..
I want them to feel that i'll be okay..
Cause eventually i will...
Its just gonna be hard the first week...
When i settle down it will be okay..
Right?
I'm gonna go ,
and make them proud..
All that has past,
the memories of high school,both good and bad,
the scholarship rejections...
Are all over,
A closed chapter..