but failing terribly =.=
will leave it at this i guess..
haha..
i am back in MMU
i think my roommater got a shock of her life yesterday when i came back..
its was as though i was shfting my whole house or something..
i was brave,
i didn't shed a tear.
And i fell asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow..
i went for class as usual today..
and something someone said made me stop and think
"wo jue de n hen an jin xia de hor?" [i noticed you are rather quiet]
LOL.
never in my whole life has anyone described as quiet.
ask all the people in my life...
...crazy.loud.noisy.cheerful.frank display of emotion.loves writing.love singing...
these would be the words usually used to decribe me.
Haih.
I suppose because i came in one week later than the rest it sorta makes a huge difference.
I'm styll trying to find my ground.
I'm not trying to be anti social,
I'm just trying to settle down.
Being quiet is my nature when i do not know you yet.
Or when I'm not entirely confident you'll like me yet.
Like my first year almost at KYS,or first few months la.
I'm trying.
Pls give me time.
Jesus,i need courage,strength and faith.Pls? Amen.
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if you can only listen to one thing i say, listen to this:
no matter what happens, no matter the situation, be the KYS you. or at least, don't move away too far from it. because once you've lost a feel for that version of you, it's very difficult to go back to that.
i know.
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