gr0wing up..


its 10.56pm on a saturday night..holidays are almost over and once again i managed to waste 1 whole week without even realizing it! so much for the saying "those who dare waste one hour knows not the value of time"..haha..oh well..i'm supp0sed to be attacking the "maths horror" as Aish puts it but well, i'm here,bl0gging instead.typical jess..writing to escape reality..or really?

i was browsing through the photographs in facebook and one of the pictures i found is the one on top..i was tagged by nida,one amazing girl i tell you and it made me wonder..why are we in such a hurry to grow up? time has been speeding by real quick lately..since last year actually..looking back at 2009, i realize how we try to grasp and hold on to the safety of our high school years..the time where we were still governed by rules and could styll turn to our teachers and wardens fro help..not that we can't now..but its college n hey! ding dang surprise! the teacher don't care as much as they used too..they have way too many classes and way to many students to look after and can't afford the one to one time..

so,2009 came and passed without hesitation..laughter was shared and tears were shed before we bid goodbye..with promises to keep in touch and keep things the way they are..but reality steps in and you realize that things cannot be the same..tie and distance forces us apart but makes it sweeter everytime we meet up with old friends. So yeah, why were we so eager to leave? we wanted the freedom but we forget that freedom is a form of power..and with greater power, comes greater responsibility..

i now have my driving liscence..i am a college student..i only have 5 subjects to think about..and i am at home..but why do i catch myself,sometimes and unintentionally wishing to go back in time? i guess i do miss the seurity of my old circle of friends..they know me and have understood me for 5 years..haha..what a party pooper i know..i have amazing friends now too..but sometimes i wonder..why the hurry to grow up?

cheers to all you young kiddos out there..don't rush to grow up..u may spend an entire lifetime looking back..

as for me, i'm still young!! so i'm gonna savour every moment of it and NOT rush growing up =)

signing off!

x0x0,
jessy

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