..rand0m..

i really can't help thinking that he is really cute =D its over n done but yeah! haha..these rand0m crushes are really amusing at times..i still remember my mum telling me once: when u grow up and reflect upon your life n laugh at how naive you once were! somehow, i have learnt never to regret any decision i make..whatever that decision may be..regret is probably one of the most painful thing a person has to go through. My dad always says, do it well once and leave no regrets.I shall pass through this path only once and may never come back again! So every happy memory, every relationship, every friendship, every crush and every fight i appreciate. Some of them may leave marks that may stay there forever,but at least i emerge wiser and more courages after the battle. =) I'm really glad that I'm still friends with people from my past. At times when things are ugly, i tend to switch them off my braincells. But when the fog clears and my path becomes easy once more, i open back my heart and invite them in once again,to repair our damaged bond and perhaps step towards a better tomorrow =) "open your heart" that is always my advice when people come to me with broken hearts. When you feel as if u never want to love another again, it is than that you have to open your heart. Not necessarily for another romance,but to things like friendship. I ended my first one with what others would say is a cruel breakup.But it was for our own good. He's really happy now and I'm happy for him =)Most may say that i have hurt him, but only those close to me knew that in the process,i hurt myself too. But it was also in that time span of healing, i opened my heart and only than i saw. I saw how much i neglected the world around me. My family, my friends and those strangers who later became the people whom i could not imagine living without. Of course i had no regrets going into that obligation in the first place. I was happy then, n i am glad it happened. So, what i'm trying to say is, i believe everything happens for a reason. No one crosses into the path of your life coincidently. God has made the prearrangement and they will be the reasons you are who you are today =)