4 pieces of Mahjong paper conquered!!!
It has been quite a while since i last felt this kind of satisfaction.

.....

on the other hand,
i've been feeling rather emotional these few days..
and unfortunately these emotions have been directed towards this particular person..
i mean i do have reasons to be pissed off..
but its amplified tenfold.

note to self,
*gotta take hold of my emotions; must not display*

i was looking out of the window,
getting ready for bed when this flash of lightning lit up the whole sky.
At least the bit of sky that i could see through the window.
I've been feeling a little melodramatic for the past week.
I haven't been studying or praying as much as i should.
I just suddenly feel this urge to curl up into a ball and take a break from the world.
lol, drama queen much i know.
I guess i just had a bit too much time spent with people around me.
Too many group discussions and assignments.
I need to take a break from the real world,
and return to mine.
A world where my family reigns,
A world where i talk to Jesus.
A world where i remind myself of my own dreams and hopes.
A world where i blog and write letters to God,
A world where i feel safe,
A world where i have the leisure to reorganize my train of thoughts.
A world with some time for myself :)
I'd love a short break,
a 3 day break.
A good time too as most people would be going back to their hometowns.
When i return,
i'd be re energized and ready to take on the world!

look into those eyes..
i feel like i'm being sucked into a vortex..
where she has endless stories to share and tell..
i see young innocent dreams she believes the world has in store for her..
i could stare into those eyes forever..
and if you and i look hard enough,
im sure we'd discover our hearts deepest yearning and dreams lingering in there somewhere..
just look,
seek,
&
believe

..Children are beautiful because..

..they smile with sincerity from the heart..

..they give you the most confused looks when you make them do weird stuff..

..they dream and believe in their dreams..

..they love without judgment or holding back..

..they are not afraid to fall ; they cry yet the get up again,fast..

..they laugh when they are happy..

..their hearts are innocent and pure..

..they do things that make you smile..

..they look out for their younger siblings..

..they trust you even when they are put in most awkward situations..

..they throw tantrums but they never stay mad for long..

..they trust you with all their heart and soul..




childhood is beautiful,
children are beautiful.
it is by being them that we can enter the kingdom of Heaven.
how much i yearn to be a child again.

The moon is so pretty tonight,
its not full moon,
yet it still is so pretty.

Maybe that's how life ought to be..
We have to shine and make it pretty,
even if we do not feel whole,
even if we feel like we lack that something..
be it a skill or courage,
there would eventually be a way to be pretty,
just like that moon.

Hello,
its been a while since i've written..
Perhaps it is due to the lack of inspiration,
or it might also be the complexity of my feelings these few days..
so many things mixed up together,
that every time i try to write a new post,
i end up staring at a blank screen.

but tonight i saw the pretty moon,
and took it as a message from Jesus.
I can make it look pretty if i want to.
Fear and Shame are two emotions i have to conquer.
but just yet,
im not quite sure how.

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sometimes its just not worth it to care.