i am missing home like crazy.

homesick like siao.

can't believe i have a midterm on monday. T.T

“For a while" is a phrase whose length can't be measured.At least by the person who's waiting.”

i just have to wait for a while more. just a little while longer.

I'm waiting.

and waiting isn't pleasant.

It's tiring, it hurts and it gets jealous.

nyeh.

post tournament stress disorder it is.

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Borneo was DA BOMB!
wait till i have the time(and energy) to post about it.

cheers

^^

until I saw he who had no feet.

ding ding, time for a little appreciation post.

yes, the internet may be slow, but at least I'm connected to the world

yes, the subjects may be hard, but at least I get to study.

yes, debate is an uphill battle, but at least I'm learning from it.

yes, MDO seems like a scary unknown future, but at least I'm getting responses and I am being trusted.

yes, I may not have the most mindblowing figure, but at least I'm free from diseases.

yes, I may be single but at least I'm not being played with or cheated on.

yes, the weather may be sucky, bu at least I have a roof above my head and good food to eat.

yes, I may not have the perfect pair of shoes, but at least I have a good pair of feet.

complain not about the long journey Jess, 

take a step at a time.

If there's pain, it's a sign you are alive.

And it's a sign you're fighting.
I am a fighter!
haiyak! :D

just for tonight, I'll let fear take over.

fear of the unknown.

fear of failure.

fear of being left behind.

fear of falling back on expectations.

and also anger.

and discontent.

at various things.

at the world.

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when i wake up, i'll know what to do.

She was inspiring. You know, she’s just like Allie in the movie: She laughs like that, she talks like that. She’s elated one minute and devastated the next. She’s a very real person. You tend to forget what real people are in this business but she was a jolt of reality, you know? - Ryan Gosling on his girlfriend.

be REAL.

be YOU.

do you have any idea just how rare that is?

cheers :)