i hate waiting for results.

it's no fun and it messes with my head.
and my heart.

it gives my heart this funny feeling.

i am so sure that when everyone else is enjoying dinner tonyt, 

i'll be too busy freaking out.

gah.

please please please let it be okay.

like really.

Oh, just in case you weren't aware,

i would be on my way to KDU University College for another debate competition.

Pray for me guys,

more so for my results.

argh stress! :(

Myths : Another 1 minute exercise

There have been some debate about whether or not myths exist.
To me, it is rather silly because they obviously don't.
Myths in my dictionary mean stories or happenings that do not have factual backing.
The correct question i believe should be : Do we need to tell our children these myths.
I would like to answer in the affirmative and i say so based on two reasons.
The first reason is because it is the very basis of creativity that needs to be instilled in these young minds.
Creativity often dies out as we grow older and it is a shame as thinking out of the box is so vital in problems solving these days.
Myths are important to teach our children and remind ourselves that life isn't always black and white, there are also shades of grey.
The second reason lies in the moral values.
Myths teaches our children that good triumphs over evil and that's why we need to be good people.
Myths do not tell children that dragons exist,children already know dragons exist.
Myths tell our children that the dragons can be beaten.

i'm freaking out.

gah.

i think i have this tendency to choose things that are likely to be harder for me.

like in form 4 and 5 i HAD to take the science stream.

and now that i'm done with high school, i HAD to take law.

which means that my scientific knowledge can't be actually put into used.

and now i have to read all those scary legal text.

ANYWAY,

i'm just having this random steam release post cause today's debate sessions totally wiped me off.

i'm so tired cause my brain literally had to do 100 meter sprints after a whole week of lazing around doing nothing.

talk about brain cramps.

and i do not know how to have an opening.

i tot i had one in the second debate and apparently i don't.

today i had to support bestiality or zoo sexuality.

which is totally gross to me.( for those of you who don;t know, it means having sex with animals)

which is fine cause i had sheri with me and she could guide me.

which is also fine cause just because i supported a motion does not mean i have to do it.

which is fine also because feedbacks were positive, i was told i had good structure.

the not fine part was in the second debate.

i became the whip because i totally thought i could handle it.

which i thought would be easier.

which was not.

i totally sucked at it.

and apparently what i thought was an opening was not.

gah.

this is grumpy hungry tired me.

Now that that is out of my system, i realized a few things.

1) i still have a long way to go in debate, which i actually enjoy. which means i gotta stop being too harsh on myself everytime one debate does not go as planned because as much as i want to always win, i can't always win.

2) opening, stance, points, rebuttals, elaborations, closing.

3) opening closing opening closing.

4) it just about to be eleven and i'm already ready for bed.

may tomorrow be a better day!

p/s law isn't that bad, it's kinda ok i guess. tiring but okay. so is debate.lol.

night people :)

rainbows.

it really ridiculous how good looking some people are. it's like their so good looking that if i were them, i'd probably walk around all day just to parade my face. and not exert my brain to do anything else just in case wrinkles get onto my "ridiculously" good looking face. i'm overreacting? google people like emma watson, ellen pompeo, ian somerhalder and patick dempsy.they are like these ceramic people,only made out of flesh.

i love the way mark sloan loves his baby girl. i love the cute bond between derek morgan and penelope garcia. i really love the scenes between hotch and .

And the Stars told me,

I was just wasting more of my holidays lazing around,

wasting as much time as i could when i could.

and so i came across this tumblr page,

about horoscopes.

i'm not a big believer,

but i do look over them sometimes,just for the fun of it.

and this was what they said about capricons. :)

Capricorns.

Capricorns = Perseverance.

Capricorn Female : They're polite in manner and like to dress according to what they want to achieve that day.

A Capricorn would feel exhausted if they focused too much on status.

Capricorn prefers friends that are proper and not too extroverted.

Capricorns like genuine stones and antiques.

Capricorns expect to be taken seriously.

Capricorn in studying : Having a paced and orderly manner, they easily get irritated when too much information gets thrown at them.They need time to break down the facts and concepts to be able to absorb it.

Capricorn in a party : They will be seen being reserved, sensible and making casual talk with friends.

Capricorns are considered the old souls of the Zodiac, because when they are young, they give the impression of being more mature than their peers.

Capricorns will make it very hard for anyone or anything to get close emotionally because once they let them in, they would not want to let them go.

Capricorns may appear reckless but chances are their actions are planned and maybe even rehearsed.

Best match : Taurus and Scorpio

A capricorn in love : If you see them but then suddenly vanish into the crowd, or it feels like they are ignoring you, chances are it is because they are too shy and don;t know how to come up and talk to you.If the ice is already broken between you, they will find any excuse to talk to you or be where you are.

ah well, these are the few that i had the patience to type out. all copyright reserves goes to
http://zodiacsociety.tumblr.com

check it out if you ppl are interested.

cheers!

pink dress, blue scrubs, black robes.

yesterday i tried on a dress.

it was pink.

it was beautiful.

it fit.

and it was a pink dress.

today i watched a series about blue scrubs.

this series always manages to mess with me.

the friendship, the relationships and the trauma.

the drama.

it messes with me.

and messes with my head,

i'd love to wear black robes.
to have a wand and go for charms classes.
to make things levitate and to produce a patronus.
but hey,
this is reality isn;'t it?